Not my best day

I think there is something to be said when you have only been awake for two hours and you already can't wait for the day to be over. I'm normally very patient and understanding with Phil, and I don't typically get stressed out easily. I don't know what's making today so different, but I'm seriously not handling things well.

Could it possibly be that my body hurts... everywhere! It almost brings me to tears that I still have four more weeks in this much pain. At this point, I can't even concentrate on getting ready for the new baby because all I can think about is how to make my body feel better. The baby moves, kicks, and punches me all day long... my insides are so sore! That's really only the tip of the iceberg, though.

I know I just need to regroup and get organized, but doing it is a lot harder than it should be. Is it from carrying a bigger baby? I don't know. I'm just so exhausted.